12DEC06              first of all..happy 18th brithday to alyssa salazar

to my mind speaks..

i've learned procastination has brought me to see my full potienial and what i can actaully do.

im restless,tired,itchy<like my skin and B                  itchyyy lately, very grumpy and i feel like "hamlet" actually my paper is about hamlet's madness and i feel like him! so these finals are really getting to me..i have a week FULL OF SOOO MUCH STUDYING/MEETING/HOMEWORK i just wanna stop and quit. i've gone off on alot of people especially my mom kause shes trying to help but i always scream and yell and whatever is verballly abuse to her..except cussingg..

my emotions are on the lose..the past couple of days have been emotional, i dont know if its my stress thats causing it..overload in homework the things at home or whhhaatt?!?!

sunday around 1PM after thanksgiving service i get my vacation..my breather, my rest

second semester is gonna roll by..my future depends on a WAITING list to into into a southwestern class in the spring...CRASH IT? hopefulllyy soo i reallyy need that class and its a morning class too so i know its gonna be full and traffic then i need to drive back to school? ayyyyeee

i'm a complainer i know i knooww

im outtt

my refugee

so right now i was talkiing to someone and he was wondering where some people livedd, and i realized my closest and best friends are all seperate

daisy and angela is in temecula

lindsay in irvine

isa in national city

and me in south san diego

and UCkidds[sasha,drey,robin,tine] they all seem liviing in their own world

feel so far away from everyone. the ones i care about the most

my family[cousinsauntsunclesgrandpa/ma] i rarely see now

so much change that happened and todaay marks the 2 years ive been in syhs and dec its gonna be a year since ive been in ssd...wooww

channngeee

ahhh too much things going on

cant do it at once...

i quit

whoaa SUMMER is here, 3 weeks of vaca..well sratch that out 2 weeks kause the last week of vaca is for ASB stuff, well grades are all done, im all done with grades for college so just waiting until my transcript comes in look at my GPA and narrow down colleges and suchh

ANNYYWHOOO

i need to get out of the house all i do is SLEEPPPP =(

well back to the main purpose of writing here, i was looking though my old inboxes on myspace and i found this

just to fill in what you missed out...kause i remember you sayin you would like to know what happened durin cacauses wen you miss out
-talked about gem & the follow up gem
-call-up/clean up/visitation/binhi board on feburary 26th @9:30
-were gonna combine student vow prayer & binhi meeting
-were gonna have a combined BMp with kadiwas
**-binhi meeting feb. 27 its gonna be about holy supper
agenda for meeting:
- intro of new faces
- give the floor to missionar
-visitation group
-sports game
-inprop skit
-holy supper skit
-birthday celabrates
devo for binhi meeting is tuesday 7:45 and thursday 6:45

gosh i miss binhi in NC it was just my life, although it was hecktic and crazy it was my thing, it was a part of my and when i moved to SSD it was a total heart breaker, theres a big difference with NC & SSD binhi members, yes SSD is much smaller and i guess im just use to the BIGGER CROWD and all the ENGERY the binhi's have there. its been EXACTLY 6 months at SSD

NCalways<3